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Sunday, April 22, 2007 |

5 days no blog and so many many things has taken place.. so i wanted to comment on our SYF perf:... we ran out onto the stage, i took a peek at the 5 judges before lying down, the view was jus scary becuz there were no other spectators surrounding the judges.. put in abt 97% of my feelings into the first part den when i tried to pick up the cloth from the floor hoong jia took it away den i had to look for the other piece, tt shocked me for an instant! as the music sounded and melvin zao xia, i could feel the hype within all the dancers on stage, our voices erupted with the ha and sha.. was quite tense so my smile wasnt a 100%.. gettin ready to chu chang for the ticko peh part, i watched the TV backstage and saw the pair of jianhui and clara zhan jian bang slow! oh no but i told myself not to panick den all the 'ticko pehs' told each other to go siao, haha and there we took off at the 3rd curtain.. full swinging of heads and all effort put in our expressions, my backflip didnt feel perfect but at least i pulled it off the fighting with yueli wasnt tt gd i think but thks to the sound effect ffom the back it might hav looked betta.. majority kinda when crazy ard the semi-circle.. den chun kiat and eugene came out with their beng zi and unfortunately one of the gurls didn't tui qu hou mian as quickly and i saw chun kiat's knee hit the gurl's shoulder i guess but i didnt see who it was and the perf jus went on.. the pointing part didnt feel like a 100%, IMO tt might be the most sian part of the dance cuz the noise level wasnt as high.. fallin asleep i heard laughter though those laughters seem to be from our own nan hua students! HAHA den the semi circle was not clean, as usual.. following my act gay part i tot hoong jia and i did well cuz we almost kissed and it should look good on DVD! haha my most feared part then came, glad tt my smile surfaced and didn't do anitin of beat but the fan felt a bit odd and for a moment i tot peixuan fell after the guo bei, nothin else went wrong b4 i jin chang..
so i observed the last part and much to my disappointment the timing of the moves went haywire and the 'sha's werent in sync!! finally e finale!! hann bin's aerial cart (instead of the supposed roundoff backsommer) in zhu lin kept playin through my mind and i became confused.. luckily my instincts got the betta of me and i presented one of my highest roundoff backwhip on stage! even so, i knew my hands weren't in a v. nice position.. the high-5 with wenjie was so odd cuz colin didnt run to where he was supposed to! den colin was stuck in between me and wenjie, hope tt wasn't obvious.. i didnt scream a 100% when xuejie came out although the qi fen was not bad and xuejie got the slap right, producing the most wonderful sound tt wuld echo in our minds for many years.. the lights dimmed as xue jie blew into the lantern, jus like our 4 months of training, it had ended.. "GO" i shouted as we cleared the stage, i wuld i say i was irritated when i saw a piece of cloth left behind on stage and i tot to myself 'there goes our GWH..' we left the stage and many were in tears, news all came too quickly.. chun kiat grabbed the curtain due to a loss of balance, no tiao bei and maybe some others i had forgotten.. it felt like a dream, 4 months of training for tat piece of @#%&*! on stage, evthing came so sudden, weihong was rite, we weren't prepared at all..

we returned to school and according to sec 3s lao shi said silver wasnt a problem, laoshi told junyang it was bu cuo.. i jus had no comments except the air-con in uCC made us totally unprepared.. thank you.. wanted to go watch nanyang perf but it was raining and i went to bio lesson which delayed junyang and others so in the end we slacked in studio.. i left sch alone w/o washing my hair, so as i walked thru the canteen i was like an animal in the zoo, every1 lookin at the freak, ME.. haha tuesdae was just a normal day and i went home early..

wednesdae mrs wong didnt come to school cuz she went to receive the news of wad award we were gettin.. junyang said he smsed mrs wong and requested tt she smsed him the news immediately.. so then halfway thru mrs tan's bio lesson my phone vibrated and i flipped it open and saw the message from junyang: we got gold with honours! i told yiyang kahswee and tickmeng who all congratulated.. den i spread it to xuejie who was attempting to tell yinghui, den i told ivy who was sleepin and den shana knew too.. right after tt colin walked past our class with his arms up high in triumph, guess he was glad tt he delievered the GOODS.. haha the msg soon spread to christina, gina stella and the whole class and there was commotion before mrs tan got frutrated with the noise again.. i could see the pressure and stress in huiting and jocelyn's eyes when they received the news and of cuz the birght smile on xuejie and yinghui's faces i was smilin too, happie for the award though deep in my heart i knew it didnt suit the quality of our dance.. recess time and i walked up to the sixth floor, seeing all the smiles on the cultural dancers, the whole bunch of us marched down to the canteen, some smiling some tearing in joy.. the gurls were all huggin each other and jumped for joy.. tt was the dance unity i havent seen for months.. in the afternoon i started reflecting on our award and i gotta agree, the GWH is undeserving.. sad to say but it's true.. i still rmb laoshi askin the cultural dancers: ni men kai xin ma? and i guessed i saw disappointment on his face.. afterall, maybe we got the piece of zhu rou.. end of the day, i dampened all spirits cuz i tot it was necessary.. being cocky abt somethings tt u don have, tt's wad i hate..

thursdae was the bio test which i didnt understand.. oh yea tokin abt tests, i recall my recent SS test: 6/14 failing again.. and den i slept partially during assembly.. had a relief teacher called mr lee came in during geog lesson and ask us IQ questions.. haha and some sheesher came up with the idea to ask this mr lee the red riding hood riddle i spread to the class, courtesy of alyssa.. had acids bases and salts revision with mr liu before proceeding to play soccer.. den i rushed for my tuition..

the nightmare began.. i woke up and realised my left eye was sore.. with a few drops of eye mo i tot it aws ok and proceeded to school.. then it was the chinese test which i didnt understand too.. so 4o4 went down for recess during lower sec recess and played captain's ball.. enduring 4 months, i got to play during recess.. i realli enjoyed playin and didnt feel the eye sore at all.. ard 5 mins b4 the bell rang, some1 threw the ball towards yiyang the ball was flying and i leaped to intercept the pass. i flicked the ball away and b4 i could land i felt something crashed into me and i guess i was unconscious for a mini-second.. i felt a huge impact on my right outer thigh before seeing charmaine land beside me, i den turned on my back and looked up to the sky, feeling the pain in my thigh.. tracy came over and stretched out both her hands to pull us up though none of us did.. i stood up by myself and limped to the side, it was the kind of pain that disallowed u to move freely.. the effect of the collision: charmaine havin back pain while i couldnt walk properly.. tolerating the eye and thigh pain, i went to 'help out' in modern dance de preparation though there was so much i could do under my condition.. den it as sports dae when i jus chatted with frens and did nothin else.. 4o4 den took a classs photo with mr liu and mr yeo b4 leaving the stadium.. went for tui na and the person said tt my yao de muscle weak, and it is connected to the outer thigh muscle so after my fall the injury becomes more serious.. den went to see a doctor for my eye sore, doctor said it wuld take at least 3 days to heal so he gave me MC till tuesdae.. isn't it a nightmare? having all the bad things come at the same time.. guess my immune system finally gave in after SYF..

saturdae was whole dae sleep.. woke up at 10plus, had breakfast plus medicine plus eyedrops and i went back to sleep.. woke up again ard 2plus, had lunch plus the same things and i went back to sleep again.. woke up ard 6plus, had dinner den used my computer for some time b4 chattin away on the phone and sleepin at 3plus..

sundae i woke up late, spent time on my computer again b4 doin one comprehension of ms chng's hw.. planning to complete the rest tml morning at home.. also planning to utilise my MC but go to school at 3pm to go to UCC with modern dance.. hopefully my eyes can recover speedily and nothin goes wrong! i jus finished watchin mr bean's holidae.. not as funny as i expected but tonnes of moral behind the movie like determination and kindness.. quite meaningful and stupid at the same time.. haha

Listen to this:
漩涡 - 孙燕姿

Sunday, April 22, 2007 |

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